I always ask myself this question but I can't seem to get a clear, crisp answer.....
Why do people turn away those who like/love them the most?
[I wont say any names] There is this boy who has liked me for almost a year now but I just dont feel the same way about him like he doese me. He is a wonderful person who possess alot of qualities that any female would love but I just dont have that connection with him [and I feel bad]. Unlike most boys he would honestly do anything to make me happy or even be in a relationship with me but I just dont see myself with him. We have talked about dating but that conversation didnt even feel right to me.
* Should I suck it up and try to move further with him or will that be me forcing myself to like him?
* Is he what I really need and I'm the one who is picking the wrong type?
He does not deserve to be hurt and I definately dont want to hurt him because I have been hurt too much in the past so I need your help....
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Play the Part....Ending Lust @ Love
Another Saturday night at Love!
Me & the partner in Crime [Mara for those who dont know] went to Love this past weekend.Not even bragging but we looked very good lol. But anyway we were there for Clair Bear's 21st bday and while we were there many events occured,both shocking but one I wouldl love to forget and one that I will always remember. So lets talk about the one I have already forgot lol...the boy who I was talking to [so yea he was considered a boo] decided to come to the club with another female and bun up with her the whole entire night. ATTN: THE CLUB IS NOT FOR BOO LOVING! Did I mention I didnt know that we werent still talking so it made the situation worst. But they continued to boo love anyway, I have to say I felt disrespected but boys tend to do whatever they want and not care about others feelings.So I am officialy done with him and Im kinda sad it had to end on that note because I have nothing ever to say to him honestly and he was even friend material.
Now the second incident was definately alot better.....when Mara and I were ready to leave the club [because it was so boing] we went to the 3rd floor & who did I spot,the one and only DJ Tay James! He siced our life so much.He let us come into the dj booth and just chill with him and other fellas from CollegeRadio.I have never had such a relaxed but fun time like that,we were dressed the part so why not enjoy yourself with people who could play the part!! Me and Mara still talk about that night and I will probably compare that to everynight at love.
Me & the partner in Crime [Mara for those who dont know] went to Love this past weekend.Not even bragging but we looked very good lol. But anyway we were there for Clair Bear's 21st bday and while we were there many events occured,both shocking but one I wouldl love to forget and one that I will always remember. So lets talk about the one I have already forgot lol...the boy who I was talking to [so yea he was considered a boo] decided to come to the club with another female and bun up with her the whole entire night. ATTN: THE CLUB IS NOT FOR BOO LOVING! Did I mention I didnt know that we werent still talking so it made the situation worst. But they continued to boo love anyway, I have to say I felt disrespected but boys tend to do whatever they want and not care about others feelings.So I am officialy done with him and Im kinda sad it had to end on that note because I have nothing ever to say to him honestly and he was even friend material.
Now the second incident was definately alot better.....when Mara and I were ready to leave the club [because it was so boing] we went to the 3rd floor & who did I spot,the one and only DJ Tay James! He siced our life so much.He let us come into the dj booth and just chill with him and other fellas from CollegeRadio.I have never had such a relaxed but fun time like that,we were dressed the part so why not enjoy yourself with people who could play the part!! Me and Mara still talk about that night and I will probably compare that to everynight at love.
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