Circle of Life

Tonight I was out with Tamara and her family and we discussed happiness and the choice that we make that will utilmately make our future.
The first thing I realized [which I want to try to change personally] is the same petty drama that I go through now will probably be the same or worse when we are older. At the table we were with 3 educated, talented, middle-age women but the real similiarty was they have all been through hard, stressful relationships. What? Yep, I'm 19 and this is what I have to look forward too; I dont know if I'm ready to take on this drama again.

Why as females do we sacrficie so much but get so little in return? And why dont we demand more? Everyday I try to find an answer to this question and honestly day by day I can piece my answers together but not to my liking.

If I had a genie in a bottle [and they granted me 6 wishes] I would rub on it and ask for love, happiness,wisdom,compaionship,trust/communication and money. These are the six core things to me that make the world go around and what makes us who we are or at least who we apppear to be.
...........I love hard [and I will fight for what I believe in] and even sometimes it probably is too much but I love being in love, I love the word love and I love the defination of it. I ask for happiness because at the end of the day I want to smile but I also want my soul to smile :). Plain and simple I want wisdom so not also can I guide myself but I can also assist you with your work.Compaionship is also self explanarty, I would rather be comfortabole in his arms then my very own bed. Communication and trust play a very big role becuase it makes any friendship,relationship.And last but not least but money...money makes the world go around but it also can tarnish ones repuation or better yet control your life.